Today, I am scared. Ironic, isn’t it?
From all outward appearances things seem to be in complete disarray and are not going according to plan.
A deadline is quickly approaching and certain things are not in place nor finalized. Key players seem to be avoiding me or are slow to respond. A promising employment opportunity seems to have evaporated right before my eyes for reasons I have yet to comprehend nor am I aware.
My rational mind tells me to chill and reassures me that things will work out. However,…that emotional, irrational mind feels as if I’ve lost control of the situation. It has caused me to question and second guess myself when just only a few days ago I was so confident and sure of what I was doing.
A good friend recently told me to think of fear as the 10-foot Indian. A 10-foot Indian doesn’t exist so there is really nothing to fear.
Someone should tell her he’s standing at my front door.